"Zeno"
By
RD Rivero
A
friend told me: "I found a haunted
house here on third earth."
"Haunted,
Cue? By what? Mutants?
Lunatics?"
He
laughed and intermittently replied:
"I can't answer that for sure.
What I know is that a few months ago I wandered into one of the larger
Wollo cities in the West. Naturally, I
looked for an inn or for a tavern. I
passed through a quiet street and I saw a note -- yellowed and disfigured --
taped onto the inside of a window of a large house. 'Apartments Furnished,' it said so I
entered. The rooms suited me and I
rented the place for a week. On the
third day I left -- no power in the universe could have forced me to stay a
minute longer."
"Why? What happened?"
"Oh,
Cheetara you'll only --" he paused, he caught his breath. "It wasn't so much what I saw or what I
heard that drove me away. It was terror
undefinable." He turned his face
from the distant trees to me, straight to me.
"Whenever I passed that door -- yes -- it was that door, that one
door from where I neither heard, neither saw anything. No. I
couldn't stay another night." He
shook his head and continued. "On
that last day I went to the old woman who kept the house and I told her
something about the rooms not suiting me and that I'd have to leave before the
end of the week 'cause my situation had changed.
"Anyways,
she saw through my excuses and spoke:
"'I
know why. You've stayed longer than
anyone else ever has. Few've ever spent
a second night -- but a third? They must
have liked you.'
"'They? Who?'
"'They,
them, whatever haunts this house. I
don't mind them. I remember them from
many, many years ago, when I lived in the house, not served in it. They will be the end of me but I don't
care. I'm and old woman and I'll die
soon -- then I'll be with them in the house, too.'
"She
spoke so sadly, so mournfully that I could not converse with her any
further. I paid for the whole week and
left immediately."
Cue
gave me the full address and as soon as I could collect the free time I headed
right to that city, right to that block in town. I found the house shut-up, there was no note
on the window, there was no respond to my knocking. I turned away disappointed only to stumble
upon a small Wollo boy, a neighborhood boy who then asked me: "Do you want anyone in that house, ma'am?"
"Why,
yes."
"The
old woman who kept it is dead -- for almost a whole month already."
"Can
anyone be found to stay --"
"No,
no one, why, the Doctor offered my mother three silver pieces a week to open
and to close the windows and she wouldn't."
"Three
silver pieces? Why not?"
The
boy giggled. "Why? The house is haunted. Only the old woman ever stayed and she was
found dead in bed, her eyes wide open, bulged open."
"This
Doctor, does he own the house?"
"Yes,
he does."
"Where
is he?"
I
gave the boy several gold coins that I had spare in my pocket and proceeded
onward on the instructions that I had been told. The Doctor lived not too far from the house
and I was lucky enough to have found him at home. He was an elderly man with antiquated manners
that would put even Tygra to shame. I
said who I was. I said what I had heard
about the haunted house and that I wanted to examine it. I offered rent for one night at what ever
price he wished.
"Madam,"
he said, "the house is at your service for as short or for as long as you
would have it. Payment is out of the
question -- that obligation would be on my side if perhaps you might discover
the cause responsible for depriving the property of all of its value. The house is haunted, if such is the word, by
day, by night -- although at night it is worse, far worse." He arose and walked to the side of an open
window. In the street below children
played noisily. "The old woman who
died in it was a pauper I took out of a workhouse because in her childhood she
had been well-loved by my family. She
was of superior intelligence and of strong mind and, she was the only person I
could get to stay in that house. I
cannot rent it because I cannot get anyone to keep it even to answer the
door." He turned to me: "I would lease that house free for a
year to anyone who would pay the taxes."
"How
long has that house been haunted?"
"I
could not attempt to answer that -- except that it has been that way
forever. The old woman said that it was
haunted back fifty years ago when she lived in it. I know little about all that business, I have
spent my whole life in the North. I only
returned here to retire."
"Have
you ever spent a night in the house?"
"In
the eighty years of my life I have spend only three hours in there and in the
clear daylight too. My curiosity was not
satisfied but it was quenched. I have no
desire to return." The Doctor
paused for a moment then returned to the desk.
He spoke to me softly, slowly, slowly barely over his breath. "I implore you, madam, do not spend the
night in that house."
I
was taken aback by the look, merely by the look in his eyes. I sat up and I answered: "My nerves have been seasoned with
experience and with such a great variety of dangers that I have the right to rely
on then -- even in a haunted house."
The
Doctor's face returned to normal and he said very little after that. He took the keys of the house out of his desk
and gave them to me. I thanked him for
his candor and frankness.
I
carried away my prize eager and impatient for the experiment. I made a call back to the Tower of Omens and
I asked if Bengali could come join me. I
had already told him of my intentions.
When he arrived with Snarfer hours later he grinned with delight.
I
gave Snarfer the keys and I told him to select the best bedroom and since the
house had not been inhabited for weeks, I told him to make sure that the heat
worked and that there was adequate power.
Bengali and I spent the rest of the time buying supplies. The tiger spotted an old revolver -- a relic
from first earth and he simply had to have it.
He already had quite an extensive collection. For my own part I, too, indulged, I bought a
book and began to read it even while I ate dinner in one of the local
restaurants.
It
was a fall evening, chilly but not cold outright. The sky was gloomy but clear and with the
moon still rising in the west it seemed it would be brighter later. Right before sunset I put the book down and,
with my friend, I walked leisurely to the haunted house. We reached the house and knocked -- Snarfer
opened with a sort of devious smile, the sort of smile that always puts me on
the edge.
I
wondered if something had happened to him:
"It's all right and I've been very comfortable."
"So
you haven't seen anything? Heard
anything?"
"I
did hear a few things out of the ordinary."
"What? What?"
Bengali asked. I, too, was
anxious.
"The
sound of feet behind me, mostly. Once or
twice I heard whispers -- close to my ears but that's all."
"You're
not afraid?" I asked.
"No."
The
three of us were in a hall, dark and barely lit from the open windows next to
the door which was itself closed. The
walls were indiscernible -- wooden with textural ornateness but nothing more. The ceiling was low, the floor was covered
with a thin, rectangular rug that went up and down the length.
We
went down to the basement. The gray,
concrete stairs were behind an opened door in a nook adjacent to the main
hall. The railing was made from cast
iron pipes that had been painted a shiny, glossy black. The air was cool and breezy and oddly there
was more light in the recesses of the house than above.
The
kitchen was not out of place and fully functional. There was a small table with three, wooden
chairs of a design I had seen before -- in the Doctor's study. The walls -- indeed all the walls down there
-- were constructed of a yellowish concrete and though smooth and though glossy
there was still an element of roughness to them. Cellars and unoccupied offices followed but
there was little of interest there, except perhaps for massive cobwebs and
dust, encrusted in layers inches thick.
The
main hall of the basement was lined with doors and small upper windows recessed
by inches or by feet into the walls. The
light came from the end, from where it terminated into the back where there was
a small yard surrounded by high, very high walls that were coated in gray
mortar that every so often had broken to reveal the stones beneath. The soil of the yard was damp, our feet left
slight impressions where we walked on the ground.
I
saw, right before me, the imprint of a foot form itself -- a naked foot, small,
from a child, no doubt. I stopped, the
others stopped, too and I pointed out to them what had happened. One new footprint followed the other, advanced
onward, onward. The effect ceased when
the pattern reached one of the tall, gray walls and did not repeat.
We
went back up to the ground floor into a dinning room and then through a series
of smaller, back rooms of equal area.
The three of us retired for a while in what could be called a 'drawing'
room that unlike the rest of the house was fresh and cleanly new but as still
as death. I sat on an arm chair. Bengali and Snarfer lit some candles for the
house had no gas, no electricity. In the
yellow glow that then evolved from the corners of that unwindowed room we saw
clearly that a chair on the far opposite end moved quickly but noiselessly --
levitated slightly, slightly above the floor a distance of hairs only -- until
it was no more than a yard from me, before me.
I was struck by the thought that someone was seated on that chair,
someone face-to-face with me.
I
laughed and I said something that I forgot almost immediately afterward. Bengali hissed, he angled his head back to
reveal shiny, pointy teeth. Snarfer
tried to comfort him back while I continued to gaze at the chair. Yes, I saw on it a pale blue misty outline of
a figure, but an outline so faint, so indistinct that I could not trust my
senses.
On
my feet I arose and put the chair back where it had come from. I was struck on my shoulder -- I told them, I
told the others I had just been hit. We
did not stay long in that room. It felt
so damp and so chilly that I was glad to get to the fireplace upstairs. We locked the door of that room, of all the
rooms when we passed them.
The
bedroom Snarfer had selected was the best on the floor -- large and with two
windows that faced the street. A
four-posted bed that took up very little space was set before the fire. On both sides of the mantle were cabinets
without locks, flush with the walls and covered in a dull, brown paper. I examined the cupboards -- inside there were
only hooks adequate to hang dresses.
A
door in the wall to the left, between the bed and the window, communicated with
the room where Bengali was to sleep in.
That small room of his had only a sofa bed and did not communicate with
any other room.
While
he made himself at home as best as he could, Snarfer and I began to sound the
walls. The walls were solid and when we
finished that survey we warmed ourselves in front of the fire. The tiger had explored his room to his
satisfaction and joined us on the hardwood floor.
I
remembered just then something about that hall outside -- that was not really a
hall but a large, landing in the central staircase. We walked out and we saw it immediately. It was another door, closed firmly.
"Cheetara,"
Snarfer said in complete surprise, "I unlocked it along with all the
others when I arrived. It couldn't have
been locked from inside because --"
Before he finished the sentence the door opened itself to a gust of
warm, stale air. I coughed from the dust
that had been emitted.
Without
thought I rushed headfirst. Inside I
found a small, dreary room without furniture -- only a few empty boxes and
crates in the corner. The shutters of
the one and only window were tightly fastened.
With the candle light we saw that there was no rug, no carpet -- the
wood of the floor was old, uneven and worm-eaten.
I
had impulsively entered because I thought that there was someone in the room
but while I looked around I saw that there was no living being, that there was
no place for a living being to hide.
All
three of us were within when the door from which we had entered, the only door
in that room, slammed closed as quietly and as determined as it had
opened. We were imprisoned and for the
first time I felt a craze of undefinable horror.
Not
so the men: "I could break this
door down, Cheetara, with the kick of my foot."
"Try
the knob first," Snarfer said.
I
unshut the window to see what was outside.
I looked down onto the backyard.
I had described it already -- the only difference was that when I saw it
then I perceived more of those small footprints not only all over the ground
but forming itself in new places too.
More importantly, though, was that there was no ledge, there was no way
to break the fatalness of the fall below.
Meanwhile
Bengali vainly attempted to open the door.
He had tried the handle and when that did not work he began to use force
and yet the door did not even shake. At
the end he was breathless and panted and the door remained unbudged -- not millimeter out of place.
Once
again I was struck and seized in that sense of horror but that time it was
colder. I felt strange and suddenly a
ghastly exhalation rose up from the floor, from the gaps between the wooden
planks of the floor to fill the atmosphere in a fog of venomous influence. Hostile.
Malignant.
Though
to mock the tiger the door opened itself.
We
all ran out of that place back to the landing.
Only I saw a large, pale fog -- as large as a human figure -- shapeless
and formless move before me and ascent the stairs to the attic above. I followed the smoky mist with a candle --
the others remained close behind me.
I
came upon a single door -- the rest of the scene of the floor above remained in
the vaporous distortion of shadow and of darkness. Even when I aimed the light to it I could see
nothing. Nothing. I returned to the business of the door -- it
was wide open and once again I entered impulsively.
I
saw the blue mist rest over a bed in the corner. It quivered, it vanished before Bengali and
Snarfer could see it. We approached the
bed and examined it. Small, no doubt the
old woman's bed. On top of the chest
that stood near it I found a handkerchief covered in dust. I had sufficient curiosity to open the
cabinet and explore the drawers within.
Odds and ends of female clothes and two letters tied around with a
ribbon of faded yellow were all that I found.
I took the letters with me in my hand.
Since
there was nothing else in that room worth noticing we turned to leave. We heard feet walking heavily on the floor
behind us while we searched the others rooms in that attic. The noise of it followed us everywhere we went
always behind, always on our heels.
We
approached the stairs to go back down to the bedroom. My wrists had been seized and I yelled. Bengali turned toward me -- he held me by my
forearms that were oddly poised in the air.
Something tried to pry the letters free from my grasp so I held them
tighter and with that resistance the unseen force ceased.
Back
in the bedroom Snarfer thrust himself close to the fire -- he trembled but I
was impatient to examine the letters so I confess that I paid little attention
even when Bengali placed the revolver and a knife on the night table next to
the bed. I read. The correspondences were short and dated
fifty years ago. They were from a lover
to his mistress or from a husband to his wide.
Not only the terms but the distinct references to voyages indicated that
the writer might have either been a seafarer.
The spelling and the handwriting hinted of an imperfect education, yet
the language was forcible. In the
expressions of love there was a rough endearment. There was more, too, there was the dark,
unintelligible hint of the secret, of the criminal.
"We
ought to love each other," was one sentence, "for how everyone else
would abandon us if all was known."
Again: "Don't let anyone be
in the same room with you at night -- you talk in your sleep." Again:
"What's done can't be undone and there's nothing against us unless
the dead can come to life." There,
right there was underlined in a better handwriting -- a female handwriting --
the words "They do!" At the
end of the youngest letter was the fragment, again in that feminine
letter: "Lost at sea on the first
of July, the same day as --"
I
put the letters down on the table next to bed -- that was when I noticed the
weapons that the tiger had placed there -- and began to wonder. Fearing that the train of thought into which
I would fall might unsteady my nerves I turned, I stood and I paced
around. I was determined to keep my mind
fit to cope with whatever the night evolved and brought forth. I stirred up the fire that was still bright
and opened the book that I had bought that day.
I read quietly until eleven thirty.
I
threw myself on the bed and told the others to retire for the night but to try
to keep awake. Bengali left the door to
his room open. Snarfer was curled on the
floor in front of the fanning flames of the fireplace. I kept two candles lit on the table and
continued to read the tome.
After
another half hour I felt cold air run past my cheek. I thought that the door that communicated
with the landing of the staircase must have opened but no, no, it was
closed. The flames on the candles swayed
violently, again caught in that gusty wind.
At the same instant the revolver softly slid from the table -- softly,
softly -- without a hand visible and then, just then while it hovered in the
air it was gone, vanished. I sprang up
-- three loud knocks came from the wall above the bed.
Bengali
called: "Is that you,
Cheetara? Is there something
wrong?"
"No. Be on your guard."
Snarfer
had been roused, too and sat on his hind legs.
His ears moved quickly backwards, forwards. He kept his eyes fixed on me with that
selfsame smile, the smile I remembered from earlier that evening. He arose, his hair bristled and stood rigid.
Bengali
appeared in my room and if I have ever seen horror in that Thundercat's face it
was then. I could not have recognized
him and I could swear that even his black stripes where tinged with white. He passed quickly but he did not run and he
spoke from under his breath, from lips that scarcely parted: "Run -- run. It's after me." He opened the door to the landing and tan
down the staircase several steps at a time.
I heard the street door open and close in one instant.
For
a while I remained undecided about whether or not to follow him. I closed the door to the room he had been in
after I saw nothing within. I then
closed the door of the bedroom too.
Again I carefully examined the walls to see if there was a concealed
door but I could find no trace of one, no seam in the brittle, brown paper that
lined the walls.
The
fire crackled and I looked -- Snarfer had moved away from the heat in the
meanwhile when I was not looking. He
slunk into an angle of the wall, pressed himself close against it. He tried, literally tried to force himself
into the wall. I approached the animal
and spoke but the snarf was beside himself in terror. He grinned in further exaggeration and showed
his teeth, all his teeth. Saliva dripped
from the jaws, from the tongue that drooped from the side. If I had touched him he would have bitten me
but more than anything I was shocked that Snarfer did not seem to recognize me.
I
left him alone and seated myself on the edge of the bed and continued to read
the volume. But for some reason I put
the book down and began to think about what was happening. In all that I have witnessed, a living agent
was always present, always required.
Sounds, writings on paper spontaneously produced by no discernible hand,
articles of furniture that moved without apparent reason or the actual sight
and touch of hands to which no bodies seemed to belong -- still there must be
found a medium with constitutional peculiarities capable of creating those
omens even if a thousand miles distant.
For that reason I believed that everything I had witnessed or expected
to witness in that haunted house originated from someone.
I
shook my head and the thoughts went away.
I looked down on the closed cover of the book -- it was overshadowed
even though the candles were next to it.
I looked up and what I saw I find difficult to describe. It was darkness shaping itself from the air
into a clear and definite outline. I
could not and cannot say if it was human but its resemblance was uncanny. It stood apart, distinct from the air and the
light around it. Its dimensions were
gigantic -- it ran from floor to ceiling.
I
gazed. Intense cold seized me and I
shivered for the first time but it was not the cold caused by fear. Yet, I saw, I distinguished two eyes looking
down, peering down at me from above, from within that bellowing mass of
smoke. One moment I thought that I could
see them clearly, the next moment they were gone. Two rays of pale blue light shot through the
darkness from where I had seen the eyes.
I
wanted to speak. I wanted to scream but
my jaw was shut tight, my voice had failed me.
I could think only: "Is this
fear?" Resounded: "This is not fear!" I tried to stand but it seemed that I was
weighed down by an incredible force.
Opposed to my will was another will, as far superior to my strength as a
storm of nature.
The
impression grew on me, the shadow grew on me.
I retained courage: "This
might be horror but this is not fear!
Unless I fear I cannot be harmed!
I reject this illusion!"
With violent effort I succeeded at last in stretching out my arm but I
received a great shock and my arm fell to my side powerless.
The
light began to wane from the candles though the flames did not extinguish. Rather the energy was being withdrawn. The same was happening to the fireplace. When the light seemed to have been fully
exhausted and unable to continue I found voice -- albeit a shriek -- "I do
not fear, I am a Thundercat!" At
the same time I found the strength to rise and I rushed to one of the windows,
tore to sunder the curtains with my claws and flung open the shutters.
Light,
moonlight, clear and calm. I was joyous,
I was relieved beyond the capacity for words.
The dark shadow that had formed in the room was gone, apparently, except
for the pale blue light that beamed from the eyes that stuck against the wall
above the bed.
I
saw from under the table that was neither clothed nor covered a hand visible
only as far as the wrist, seemingly made of flesh and blood but disjointed,
disconnected, disembodied. It was the
hand of an old woman, lean and wrinkled.
It took hold of the letters and all vanished.
The
three knocks from before returned louder, louder, louder. The entire room vibrated sensibly. At he far end, from the floor arose sparks of
light, of bubble-trapped, multicolored light.
Up and down, left and right, back and forth the little eyes of light
moved around in the air. A chair
advanced from the wall and placed itself opposite one of the sides of the
table. Upon the chair grew a shape, a
woman's shape, distinct as the shape of life, ghastly as the shape of
death. The face was that of youth, of
mournful beauty. The throat and
shoulders were bare, the rest of the form was cloaked in a loose robe of
blue. The female Wollo had sleek, long
hair over her back, her eyes were not toward me but to the door. She seemed to be listening, watching,
waiting. The shadow in the background
grew darker and again I thought I beheld those eyes gleaming out from the
darkness, pale blue eyes fixed upon that womanly shape.
As
if from the door, though it did not open, there grew out another shape, equally
distinct, equally ghastly. It was a man
that time, a young man. a human man. He
approached the female at the table, the dark shadow started from the walls and
for a moment all three were wrapped in a sordid eeriness. That was when I noticed that there was blood
stained on her breast. The man leaned on
a sword -- a phantom sword to be sure -- blood had formed around his wrists and
leaked onto the floor. The shadow darkness
swallowed them up -- the bubbles of light returned and sailed through the air
in the confused, wild motions of chaos.
The
cabinet door to the side of the fireplace opened and from there came the form
of an old woman. In her hand she held
the letters, the very letters I had seen disappear before me. Behind her came footsteps and she turned
around to listen and when satisfied she turned back to face me. She opened one of the letters and read it or
seemed to read it. There, just then and
there I saw above her shoulder the face of that man long drowned, bloated,
bleached, green and blue, seaweed entangled in his hair. On the feet of the old woman was a child,
miserable, squalid, famined.
The
wrinkled and lines vanished from the old woman's face and before me she
transfigured back to that image of mournful beauty that I had seen only moments
earlier. The Wollo picked up the child,
the infant and then thrust it out of the open window. I yelled and I screamed sprawled on the
floor. The shadow darkened over the
phantasms until there was nothing left of the pair.
The
orbs of light rose and fell and in that disordered, irregular maze, tinged with
the electric moonlight. From those
globules themselves, though from eggs, monstrous things burst forth. The air was filled with jiggling larvae,
bloody and hideous -- the things were transparent, supple and agile and chased
each other, devoured each other. The
shapes were without symmetry and movement was without order. The things came around me, swarmed over my head
then began to crawl around my right arm that was outstretched involuntarily
into the air.
Sometimes
I felt that I was touched by hands, by invisible hands. I felt the clutch of cold, of soft fingers
around my throat. I was equally
conscious that had I given way to fear that I would be in mortal peril. I concentrated all my mind into the single
focus, into resisting and I turned my sight from the shadow, from its blue eyes
that where then distinctly visible. I
was more than ever aware of a will, a will of intense evil that might crush me
had I not been careful.
The
atmosphere in the room reddened. The
larvae became the lurid beasts that lived in fire. Again at the same time the whole room
vibrated, again the three knocks on the wall.
Everything was swallowed in the darkness. The gloom receded and even the shadow
disappeared. The flames of the candle
and the fireplace returned.
The
two doors on either side of the mantle were still closed. The door that communicated with Bengali’s
room was still locked. All was the way
it had been and then I remembered
Snarfer.
I
called to him but there was no answer, no movement. I approached where I had last seen him and
there he was -- dead, the eyes protruded, the tongue stuck out of the
mouth. I took him into my arms and I
brought him to the fire. I felt acute
grief and guilt -- I knew then that I was wholly responsible for his
death. I imagined that he had died of
freight, but I was surprised to find that his neck had been broken. Could it not have been done by a hand as
physical as my own? Could there have
been someone in the room all the while?
I had good cause to suspect but I could not tell for sure just yet.
The
revolver and the knife had returned to the small night table next to the bed
from where it had mysteriously disappeared.
Nothing
more happened for the rest of my stay and I did not have to wait long before
the day brake. I wrapped Snarfer’s body
in the heavy linens from the mattress and in broad daylight I left the haunted
house. Before I did, though, I went into
that little room where the three of us had been ‘imprisoned’ for a while. I was strongly impressed and for reasons that
I cannot explain I knew that from that room originated the mechanism of the
phenomena. I entered in the clear day --
the sun poked through the window --but still I felt while I stood on the
rotted, uneven wood of the floor the same craze of horror that I had
before. I could not bear to stay longer
than half-a-minute in that place.
I
went down the stairs and again I heard the feet stepping behind me. The hair on the back of my neck stood on
end. When I opened the street door I
heard a very low laugh.
I
ran back home where I had to explain everything to Liono and to the
others. Bengali was still spooked and
days passed before he managed to speak coherently again. His black stripes retained that eerie,
electric white tinge.
My
belief in my theory remained unfazed. I
returned a few days later to bring back certain items that had unfortunately
been left behind in the haunted house.
In that menial task I was not disturbed -- except for the feet stepping.
I
went to see the Doctor. He was at home,
of course, I gave him back the keys and I told him that my curiosity was very
greatly satisfied. I was about to tell him
what had happened that night when he stopped me with much politeness. He did not want to hear more about a mystery
that no one could ever solve.
I
was determined to tell him of the two letters I had read, as well as the
extraordinary manner with which they disappeared. I asked him if he thought if they had been
addressed to the old woman who had died in that house and if there was anything
in her history that could confirm the dark suspicions that the letters contained.
The
Doctor was startled at first but after a few moments he answered. “I am only a little acquainted with her
history except that her family was known to mine. But you have revived some vague notions and
faded memories -- I will inquire into that business and inform you of the
result.”
“I’ll
say this only, that if we could get to the bottom of this mystery we will find
a living being responsible --”
“For
the haunting? You believe it is an
imposture? But why would anyone do
that?”
“Not
an imposture in the ordinary sense -- or a hoax. A sorcerer could affect living beings and
inanimate objects. Impress our senses
with the notions of this haunting. It
would be a power rare in nature, given to some individuals with peculiar
characteristics, cultivated by practice to an extraordinary degree. It managed to kill one of my companions and
perhaps could have done the same to me too had I not resisted its will. Such a power might extend over the dead, over
the thoughts and the memories that the dead retain. Tables and chairs that move on their own
accord. Shapes that appear and
vanish. Bodiless hands that rise and
remove physical objects. I know that all
that and more are merely conveyed from one brain to another. From someone as real and as living as you or
I. The remote originator may or may not
know the exact effects that are produced and for that reason perhaps no two
people have ever had the same exact experience.
That brain, that other mind is of considerable power, malignant and
destructive.”
“I
comprehend your theory -- although perhaps imperfectly. I will embrace your thoughts at once rather
than accept the notion of ghosts. Still,
with my unfortunate house evil is the same.
What on third earth can I do with that place?”
“I
am convinced that the small, unfurnished room adjacent to the bedroom I spent
the night in is the starting point for the influence that haunts the
house. Have the walls opened, the floor
removed, the whole room should be pulled down.
I saw that it is detached from the body of the house, built over the
small yard. It could be removed with
little damage.”
“You
think that if I did that --”
“You
might cut off what’s been influencing the house.”
“I
will do just that. I will write to you
to tell you how that business goes.”
About
ten days later I received a letter from the Doctor. He told me that he had visited the house
since I had last seen him, that he had found the two letters I had described
back in the drawer from where I had taken them.
He had read them and felt the same misgivings.
He
instituted a quiet search inquiring into the past of the old woman who I had
rightly conjectured that the letters had been written to. Fifty years ago she had married a human
against the wishes of her family -- he was a man of suspicious character who
was generally believed to have been a pirate.
She herself was from a very respectable merchant family and had a
brother. He was a wealthy widower who
had one child of about two years old. A
month after the Wollo woman had married the body of her brother was found
floating in the harbor. There were
violent marks around his throat but nothing that seemed fit to warrant a deeper
investigation so the case was closed with the verdict of ‘accidental drowning.’
The
man and his wife took charge of the little child -- the deceased brother had
left his sister guardian in his will. In
the event of the child’s death the sister would be the sole inheritor. The child died six months afterward. At the time is was supposed to have been
caused by neglect and ill-treatment. The
neighbors told the authorities that they had heard it scream and yell at
night. The doctor who examined it after
death said that it was emaciated from lack of nourishment and that the body was
covered in deep, dark bruises. One night
the child had tried to escape -- it crept out into the backyard, it tried to
scale a wall and fell back exhausted to be found the next morning on the stones
in the backyard of the haunted house where it had died. Though there was evidence of cruelty, there
was none of murder -- the aunt and her husband alleged that the child was
half-witted to in some way account or excuse the abuse. In any event, the orphan’s death meant that
she inherited her brother’s fortune.
Before the year was out, though, the man set out to sea where he was lost. The widow was left in affluence but she had
befallen various reverses. A bank broke,
investments failed, she sunk lower and lower.
Nothing was ever said against her character -- she was considered sober,
honest and quiet in her ways but nothing ever prospered with her. She had given way to the workhouse from where
the Doctor had taken her and placed in charge of that very house, the haunted
house.
The
Doctor added that he had passed an hour alone in that unfurnished room that I
had urged him to destroy and that his dread was so great that while he had
neither heard nor seen anything he was more than eager to have the walls bared
and the floor removed as I had suggested.
He had engaged persons for the work and would begin immediately on
whatever day I would name.
That
day was accordingly fixed. Yet again I
returned to the haunted house. He and I
went into that blind, dearly room and saw the workmen take up the planks from
the floors. Under the rafters, covered
with rubbish, we found a trap door, large enough to let a man through. It was nailed down with clamps and rivets of
iron. When that was removed I descended
into the room below -- the existence of which had never been suspected. In that room there had been a window and a
fireplace but long since bricked over.
With the help of flashlights that I had provided we all examined that
place. There was still furniture --
three chairs and oak table. There was a
chest of drawers up against a wall in which were molded, moth-eaten articles of
a man’s dress. The biggest discovery was
that of an iron safe fixed to the wall.
The lock was very difficult but eventually we did get it open.
In
that safe were three shelves and two lesser drawers. Ranged on the shelves were small bottles,
small crystal bottles hermetically sealed.
Within were colorless liquids of which all I can say was that they were
not poisonous. There were phosphors and
ammonium, large rocks, pieces of amber, a very powerful magnet and glass tubes
with pointed rods of iron.
In
one of the minor drawers we found a miniature portrait set in gold -- it
retained the freshness of its colors and that was remarkable considering how
long it might have been there. The
portrait was that of a man with pale blue eyes in middle-age. It was an impressive face infused with a
ruthless calm, a perverted self-assurance firmly rooted in the knowledge of
immense power.
I
turned the miniature to examine the back where there was an engraved pentacle
and in the middle a ladder along with the date that confirmed that it was well
over a five hundred years old.
One
of the drawers was not as easy to open as the others. It was not locked, it merely resisted all
efforts until we inserted a chisel and broke the front panel in half. When we drew the shelf out we found a very
unusual contraption. Upon a small book,
rather a tablet, was a crystal saucer.
The saucer itself was filled with a clear liquid and on that fluid
floated a compass of sorts. The needle
shifted rapidly instead of north.
Instead of the usual symbols of north, south, east or west and the
various gradations there were seven strange characters similar to the signs of
the zodiac used by ancient, first earth astrologers.
I
removed the saucer and examined the tablet.
The needle went round and round with increasing fervor -- I felt a shock
throughout my body, I dropped the saucer on the floor by accident. The liquid spilt, the saucer broke, the
compass rolled onto the other end of the room and at that instant the walls of
the chamber shook to and fro. The
workmen were so frightened that they ran up the ladder from which we had all
descended but when they saw that nothing more happened the Doctor and I found
it easy to coax those Wollos back down.
In
the meanwhile I had opened the tablet.
It was bound in plain leather with a silver clasp. Within was one, single sheet of papyrus upon
which was inscribed a double pentacle and words that roughly translated
to: “To all who can reach these walls --
sentient or inanimate, living or dead -- as moves the needle so works my
will! Accursed be the house and restless
be the house and so be the dwellers therein.”
There
was nothing more, there was absolutely nothing more. The Wollo Doctor burnt the tablet, he
demolished to the foundations that part of the house that contained the secret
chamber with the room over it. Later he
had the courage to spend a whole month in the house and he told me that he had
never had a better, quieter rest.
Subsequently he rented the place to a large family that has since had no
complaints.
Days
later a local Berbil village was holding a harvest festival and I decided to
stop in and see. I wandered onto an
outdoor cafe that served juices and ales brewed from candy fruit. Sitting at
one of the round, wobbly wooden tables I saw my friend Cue appear with a man --
the same man whose picture I had seen in miniature. No, it could not have been but so it was, it
was the same man, the same likeness exactly.
The face of power, the eyes, the pale blue eyes -- I caught them once,
briefly and the stare penetrated into my soul.
My hands trembled, my body shivered.
I
observed while he conversed with my friend -- the face was less severe, less
imposing, a smile every now and then though cold and quiet.
Cue
very soon left the side of the stranger.
I stood and almost ran to him -- he had not seen me yet. I drew him aside and asked who that man was.
“Him? A very remarkable man. He’s one of the best archeological,
historical scholars that I know. I met
him last year around the caves at Edom.
We joined a group of, well, robbers and had ourselves quite an
adventure. I suspect that he’s a
renegade but immensely rich and very odd, too.”
Here he whispered: “He’s a
sorcerer -- I have seen him with my own eyes effect inanimate objects, even the
weather. Disperse or collect clouds with
the use of a glass tube. He doesn’t like
talking about such things to strangers.
Why don’t I introduce you to him?”
“What’s
his name?”
He
paused for a moment then spoke: “Zeno”
Cue
walked me to the stranger -- who had remained at the head of an empty,
rectangular table. He introduced me --
the manners of Zeno was not that of an adventurous traveler who were usually
talkative, eager and impetuous. Zeno was
calm and subdued, distant in loftiness and courtesy. The etiquette of ages, of millennia
past. The language he spoke was also not
of the present age but tainted with a wild amalgam of accents, no doubt picked
up from long stays in voyages afar.
Clue
left us to mingle in with our uncharacteristically boisterous hosts. Alone I still trembled but I found enough
courage to speak: “I have seen a small
portrait of you, a miniature in a locket in a secret chamber of a house you
once lived in or built in --” I related the exact address. Not until I had uttered the last syllable did
I raise my eyes to see his -- and that gaze was so forceful, so overpowering
that I could not even blink.
“What
would you ask of me?”
“To
what extent can the will extend?”
“To
what extent can thought extend? Merely think
and before you breathe once you are at the mountain top, at the end of a large,
supple valley, floating across a bright, shimmering river.” The sun steadily sank beneath the tops of the
swaying, green trees. The sky was tinted
in shades of deep red, purple. Streaks
of opaque, white clouds contrasted brightly in the darkening heavens
above. “Give thought expression and it
will have power. You might write down an
idea that sooner or later might alter the whole condition of a village, of a
city -- nations, planets.”
“One
brain might send, might transmit itself onto another. Thought is immortal -- though the brain might
die the thought remains embedded in nature forever -- and the living might be
able to have the power to the revive the memories of the dead.”
“I
will not answer that but you have another, a special question.”
“A
will, with a given, malignant temperament and aided by means within the scope
of science, could produce effects similar to those described to sorcery. That will might haunt a house through the
spectral images of guilty thoughts and deeds conceived and done within that
place.
“Thoughts
that cross each other haphazardly in the form of a nightmare. Visions that grow into phantasmic sights,
sounds to serve to create horror not because those sights and those sounds are
visitations from the other side but because they are ghastly and monstrous
renewals of what has already existed in this world set into malignant play by a
malignant mortal. With that brain in
control those apparitions might acquire physical powers -- to strike, to kill.”
“You
have glimpsed the fragments of an old secret,” Zeno said.
“A
man must be born a sorcerer and rarely are there those with that sort of
ability. The occult power often exerts
itself in the highest order of intellect but in that intellect there is a twist
of perversity and disease and yet there must also exist an astonishing degree
of concentrative thought. So that even
if the mind is not sound there is still a forceful, energetic will.”
“What
can you tell me about such a man?”
“He
has a strong love of life with fierce passions and is an absolute egotist. He covets eagerly what at the moment he
desires the most. He hates what ever
opposes him, he can commit terrible crimes and feel no remorse. He is led to pursue rare knowledge of the
natural world to serve himself -- he is a close observer when he has to be and
he is an obsessed calculator driven to hone and sharpen his skills. He is a man of science.”
I
looked up at him for my attention until then had been distracted by the music
of the crowds. “He loves life, he dreads
death -- he wills to live on. He cannot
restore himself to youth and he cannot stop the progress of aging
entirely. A year might age him no more
than an hour. His intense will,
scientifically trained, operates to repair the damage done to his body.
“He
seems to die from time to time to certain persons and having schemed an
elaborate transfer of wealth, he disappears from one corner of the world and
reappears at another where he resides undetected. He does not visit the scenes of former lives
until all who could remember have been consumed.”
“He
would never tell anyone his true secret.”
“Yes
-- but such a man that I have described exists.
I see him now before me. I the
last century you were a pirate and lived for a time in that house. You fled from the law and everyone thought
you had drowned at sea. Before that when
you built the house you were a man of great importance -- even --”
He
stopped me and leaned in closer to my ear.
“I have looked for someone like you for the last one thousand
years. Now I have found you and we will
not part until I know what I want. It is
you who have great powers of observation and at this moment you can see the
past and behold the future. Tell me what
you see! Speak!”
I
noticed then with exactitude the full effects of the process that had begun the
moment that Cue left Zeno and me. I
realized that I was weightless, I floated above the scene -- I could see myself
next to the man, my head angled back against the chair. I heard him once more.
“You
are right. I have mastered great secrets
and sorcery and through science I have retarded the process of my years but age
is not the only way to die. Can I
frustrate the accidents that bring death?”
“No. Every accident is providence -- providence
--”
“Yes,
yes, providence can snap even the most powerful efforts but, will I die ages
and ages from now, from the slow and inevitable growth of time or from the
cause that I have called an accident?”
“From
the cause that you have called an accident.”
“Is
it far, far in the future?”
“It
is remote. You will yet play a part on
this earth. For wondrous designs have
you -- a wonder yourself -- been permitted to live through the millennia. The secrets you have stored will soon have
uses -- what now makes you a stranger to this world will in generations make
you its lord. Nations and thrones will
be drawn to you.”
“And
my death? How and what is it?”
“The
sky is red with meteors and two moons stand above ice-reefs in the north --
where your instincts have warned you not to tread. A specter will seize you. It is death and your will is no longer
obeyed. I see a ship that is chased and
enters a region of ice. I see you on the
deck, the dead everywhere around you and you have aged. The ship strikes a rock of ice it cracks and
groans but you are not on it anymore.
You have fled to ascend to the zenith of one of the icebergs. Climbing after you are bears -- climbing
closer, closer.”
He
spoke no longer in a whisper. “That day,
you have assured me, is far, far off.
I’ll go back, I’ll withdraw for a time.”
I
do not know what happened next for the events that immediately followed were
all a blur. I felt that I had returned
to some normal state but I was dizzy and disoriented. Cue was at my side suddenly -- he held my
hand and smiled.
“What
happened?” I asked him.
“You
were hypnotized. Don’t worry that
feeling will go away soon -- have some Berbil fruit -- yes, it wasn’t pleasant
for me, too, when he put me under a trance.”
“Where
did he go?”
“He
was gone when I came back.”
I
felt something in my hand and I looked.
It was a note that wrote itself while I read and oddly, Cue did not
notice that effect at all. It read: “I wanted you to utter what had brewed, cultivated
in your mind and you complied. I have a
certain power over you and for a year after this day you cannot tell anyone
alive what happened between us. You
cannot even show this note to your friend by your side. Do you doubt my power to impose this
command? Try to disobey me and see. At the end of the year’s time the spell will
be broken and for the rest I will spare you.
I will visit your grave the day it receives you. -- Zeno”
So
there it is, so there ends this strange story.
I ask no one to believe it. I
write it now exactly one year to the date after I received that note. I could not write it before, in spite of
Cue’s, the Doctor’s and even the other Thundercat’s urgent requests. I could not even show them the note -- for
though I made the words out clearly all that others could see was a double
pentacle engraved on a blank sheet of paper.
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