Melissa: I need a new story, guys.
Psikaris: I don't mean to complain, but I rarely
get important parts. I was pretty much
a subplot in 'Cold Comfort', and I was only around for the first half of 'I
Think, Therefore I Am'.
Melissa: You were important in 'Lunatac Mayhem'.
Psikaris: I don't even want to *talk* about
'Lunatac Mayhem'.
Melissa: Well, since 'Luna's Legacy' is supposed
to happen two months after ''Till Death Do Us Part', I suppose there's time to
slot you in.
Psikaris: Finally. So what's this one about?
Melissa: Remember 'Crystal Canyon'?..
The Key to the Keystone
"You've
got ways to take hold of my thoughts
Overriding my senses.
Lock your sights dead in line with my heart.
Share your powers."
'Moonlight Desires', Lawrence Gowan
"Let
the sun shine on me while I sing the last song.
I will give you even my body,
Spiritwalker..."
'Spiritwalker', The Cult
* * *
I'm
supposed to be a problem-solver...
::Don't
do that to yourself.::
"Be
quiet. It helps me focus."
* * *
"Well? Did you find him?"
Mystan
nodded, slowly. He was still getting
used to Luna's change after re-finding her grandmother's magic belt. "His jet-pack was destroyed, and I
found him stranded on a cliffside."
Alluro had gone Berbil-bashing, and long-range sensors picked up the
Thunderstrike several minutes later.
Luna had waited fifteen minutes, then sent Mystan to collect the
hypnotist. Why risk any of her other
people?
Lately
the Lunatacs were suffering badly in the vehicle department. The Ice Runner still worked, and Skytomb
itself preformed up to standard, but the Lunattacker had been recently trashed
again. Alluro and Psikaris were able to
put it back together almost from scratch once when the Sword of Omens destroyed
it, but once again it lay in pieces on the hangar floor. And now one of the jet-packs was
destroyed. All right, so only two of
their vehicles were damaged. It's a lot
when you've only got four. Luna
sighed. "Get him back to work on
the Lunattacker."
"With
all due respect, he's in no condition to work," said Mystan. Luna glared. "I put him in his room.
It's like he's delirious, but there's no fever. The only thing I've been able to get out of
him is something about a crystal."
* * *
::I
could heal you.::
"Shut
up."
* * *
"How
should I know what's wrong with him?" Chilla waved an arm for emphasis...
...
"We shot down the Thunderstrike in the Crystal Canyon three days ago. That's all the 'crystal' I can tell you
about."
Luna
leaned her elbows on the table, fingers steepled under her nose. Tug-Mug and Psychro were still working on
the Lunattacker. In theory, Psikaris
was supposed to be in the hangar too, but she insisted on being at the
meeting. Red-Eye was on
watch-duty. Chilla, Knave, Mystan, and
Amok made up the rest of the meeting.
"But you were in the Canyon as well, Chilla, and you seem
unaffected."
"Maybe
'Crystal' is someone's name. A
girlfriend, perhaps?" snickered Knave, aiming a nasty grin at
Psikaris. Skytomb held few secrets, and
the hybrid woman's love for Alluro was well known. And while Knave and Psikaris otherwise got along, Knave couldn't
stand Alluro.
Psikaris
ignored him, instead asking Mystan, "How is he doing?"
The
telekinetic shrugged. "Alluro
seems to be running a fever, but his temperature is normal. It looks almost like withdrawal symptoms,
but I don't know from what. And all
I've been able to get out of him are his bizarre ravings about a powerful green
crystal."
"But
he was fine this morning?" asked Luna.
Chilla
nodded. "I was on morning shift; I
saw him leave."
"So
whatever it was must have happened to him at the Berbil Village," said
Knave. "A new Thundercat
weapon?"
"Feverless
fevers and weird delusions aren't the cats' style," said Luna. "Mumm-ra maybe, but he was nowhere
around."
"Or
he might actually be sick," Mystan added.
"I can try a few tests, see if it's some new type of disease, but
this is really Alluro's area."
"He's
in no condition to complain if you use his stuff," finished Luna.
* * *
::All
you have to do is let me.::
"Shut
UP."
* * *
"You're
always in the mood for a fight, Chilla," Psikaris drawled. "How would you like to play 'Cat
Interrogation'?"
The
ice Lunatac raised an eyebrow.
"You still think what's happened to Alluro is a weapon?"
"No,
but the cats might have seen something.
Maybe we could pinpoint when this fever hit. Besides, you're the only one with a working craft, and you also
know where this Crystal Canyon is."
Chilla
shrugged and motioned Psikaris to follow her.
She wasn't too fond of the man, but Alluro did have his uses.
* * *
::I
know your thoughts, your hopes, your dreams.
You could have them. Let me.::
"I'm
not stupid."
::Neither
were the others.::
* * *
"Tygra!"
The
tiger looked up at the sound of his friend's voice. "Cheetara. Come to
help me with my exciting hobby of bota..." A blast of cold caught him from behind, freezing his body, but
oddly, leaving his head free.
"Chilla!"
"Much
as I'd like to kill you where you stand, threatening you would bring Lion-O and
friends running," Chilla hissed.
"Besides, we need you to answer a few questions."
"'We'?"
Psikaris
stepped out of the forest. In her
normal voice she said, "Green power crystals. Talk to me."
* * *
::I
thought you wanted me to shut up?::
"I
did. Get out of my mind!"
* * *
"This
is ridiculous, Psikaris. He said the
Keystone was destroyed. It got dropped
and smashed. We won't find anything in
the Canyon."
"Just
follow the patterns on the cliff walls, like Tygra said," replied Psikaris
from where she stood on the Ice Runner's wing.
"Look, if the Keystone was destroyed, why would it still be
affecting Alluro? Tygra had it for
three days and he seemed fine today, mere hours after he lost it."
"Tygra
got healed by the Sword of Omens," Chilla retorted, "And he said it
was like an addiction, hence the withdrawal symptoms."
"There's
the cave. You can wait out here if you
like."
"It's
not my quest."
The
ice/psi hybrid hopped off the wing as the Ice Runner landed, and entered the
cave.
* * *
::Let
me help you. I want you to be happy.::
"You've
already placed a death-sentence on me.
Why should you care?"
::Just
doing you a favour. Or would you rather
die alone and miserable?::
"I
don't want to die at all."
::That's
what I like about you. Such hope, such
desire!::
* * *
From
Tygra's description, Psikaris expected to perhaps find some hieroglyphics that
might be helpful. She did not expect to
find the Keystone itself. It must
have reformed back here, she thought, puzzled, But how? The crystal did have some writing on it,
which Psikaris proceeded to copy into a notebook. Maybe it was instructions.
Carefully,
she walked around the Keystone, deliberately avoiding any contact with it. According to Tygra, Alluro became the
crystal's slave within minutes.
::I
could help your friend.::
"Who
said that?" Psikaris asked, looking around.
::I
did.::
Suddenly
realizing the voice spoke directly through her mind, Psikaris turned back to
the crystal. "You're the
Keystone?"
::Yes.::
"It
was you who did this to him. Stop it
now."
::For
a price. I will switch my hold to
you.::
"You're
out of your mind."
::No,
and I can read yours. And I know you
would do anything to take his pain away. Your friend will waste away in about a week if I don't remove my
hold from him. In fact, I could kill
him now if I wanted to.::
"Damn
you," Psikaris hissed, picking up the crystal. She nearly dropped it again when green light flowed from the
Keystone and into her. Psikaris almost
laughed; she had never felt so alive, so powerful before. How could she think it was evil?
Because
it could have killed Alluro.
"Damn,"
she swore again, glaring at the Keystone and forcing herself to think
clearly. What it did to her felt like
an adrenalin rush. And Tygra had said
almost the same thing. It didn't
actually give you any power, just pushed your limits.
::Tygra
is wrong. Tygra was jealous that Alluro
took me away. I gave him power. I can give you power. I can give you anything.::
"What
do you get in return?"
::Nothing. I'm nice like that.::
* * *
"Why
do they call you the Keystone?"
::It
seemed appropriate. And stop doing that
to yourself.::
"No."
* * *
Compulsion
put the Keystone in the pocket of Psikaris' vest and told Chilla that she found
nothing. She told herself that it was
because one of the others would take it from her and get addicted. Better her than one of her friends.
By
the time the Ice Runner returned to Skytomb, Alluro was better. Psikaris agreed with the general consensus
that he had picked up a particularly weird and strong flu. Crystals were forgotten.
* * *
::That
was four days ago. You might last five
more. Might.::
"Shut
up. Let me think."
::Why
think? Thinking won't help you. I can help you. I can make you happy.::
"If
I use you, it will shorten my life that much more."
::Ah,
but would you rather have five days of fruitless, hopeless, lonely misery, or
four in Alluro's arms?::
"Leave
me alone."
"'Karis?"
The
knock on her door scattered her thoughts.
Psikaris slipped the Keystone into her vest pocket and blew out the
candle on her desk. She opened the
door, carefully keeping her right arm behind it, and looked up at her
brother. "What is it,
Psychro?"
"You've
been locked in your room all day. I
thought you might be hungry. Come on,
Chilla did the cooking at lunch and she's surprisingly good."
Psikaris
shook her head and started to close the door.
"I'm not hungry. Thank
you."
Psychro
stopped the door with his left hand while the right cupped his twin's
face. "You okay, 'Karis? You look pretty bad."
"I...
haven't been sleeping well." Or at
all. The Keystone kept her awake. It also took away her need to eat. In fact, last time she tried, she became
violently ill.
"Do
you think you might have what Alluro had?"
"I
didn't even see him the day he was sick.
Now go. I'll be fine."
"If
you're sure... what?" Psychro's
nose twitched as he caught an acrid smell.
"What have you been burning in here, 'Karis?" he asked,
pushing his way past her.
"It..." Then he caught
sight of her arm. "Great Yerith,
what have you done to yourself?"
She
turned slightly, tucking her burnt arm behind her protectively. "None of your business! It helps me think."
"I
don't know what's come over you, but we're at least going to get that arm
treated." When Psikaris tried to
protest, he cut her off. "Now are
you going to come down to the medlab quietly, or do I have to carry you?"
Since
she knew Psychro could carry out his threat, Psikaris started to follow
him. However, she fought back when he
offered to use his icy breath to numb her arm.
"Look, it will hurt a lot less if I do this."
"You
don't understand!" Psikaris snapped, twisting away from him. "I need the pain. I can't explain it to you. I'm not crazy, I don't like it, but this is
something I need to deal with myself." With that, she ducked back into her room and slammed the door.
Psychro
shook his head sadly. "I'll be by
to check on you later."
* * *
::Heh
heh heh.::
"Now
what?"
::Someone
at the door. Better answer it.::
Psikaris
was about to tell it to shut up again when someone knocked. "I'm fine, Psychro. Leave me alone."
"I'm
not Psychro, though he sent me," replied the mildly insulted, accented
voice. "Will you open this door of
your own will or of mine?"
"I'll
plug my ears."
"I
was speaking of the door-override in the secondary engine room."
Psikaris
let out a hiss of annoyance. Psychro
deliberately set Alluro on her, hoping he would be able to reason with
her. She stopped that thought,
confused. Why would she suspect her
brother of that? Alluro was the closest
thing to a medic in the Skytomb, and Psychro probably told him about her
arm. Why was she coming up with
conspiracy theories?
::Just
relaying the message.::
"I
don't need you."
"Psikaris?"
Damn. "Nothing." But the threat about the door override was
real. Might as well deal with him
now. She put the Keystone in a drawer,
got up and opened the door.
"What?"
Alluro
looked annoyed, but it wasn't directed at her.
"Your ever-charismatic brother says I am to bind your arm or things
will go ill for me."
"That's
it?"
"He
also wants me to find out what's wrong with you, but I figure that if you won't
tell him, you won't tell me. I intend
on binding your arm, at least."
She
peered up at him suspiciously.
"I'll go if you don't try to numb the area or use painkillers or
anything." Alluro raised an
eyebrow at that, shrugged, and headed down to the medlab.
* * *
Psikaris
winced as Alluro dabbed an anti-septic salve onto her burns. "Before you ask, no," she
said. "If I wanted to make it hurt
less, I could have breathed on my arm.
How are the repairs on the Lunattacker coming?"
"Slowly,"
he replied. "I'm not sure if it
can be salvaged this time. When the
Sword of Omens destroyed it, it merely fell apart. This time it was wreaked in a firefight. And then that moron Knave crashed it into a
tree." Then, "Everyone is
worried about you. Do you mind if I run
some tests?"
"You
won't find anything."
Alluro
decided against asking why she sounded so sure. He figured she was in the middle of a new project. Any little interruption could block the
creative flow for hours. But even
Alluro thought Psikaris was being even more obsessive than usual and her health
wasn't worth creative flow. A few
minutes later, he finished wrapping the bandage around her forearm. "There. Please try not to hurt yourself any more."
"I
won't," she said, fully intending on removing the bandage and getting back
to doing whatever she wanted as soon as her door was locked behind her. She got up and headed for her room. To her annoyance, Alluro followed.
"I
should go to the hangar," said Alluro, "But I'll need something
to tell your brother. We're all worried
about you, but the way Psychro carries on you'd think this was my
fault."
::In
a way, it was.::
"No
one asked you."
"What?"
asked Alluro, surprised. He'd never
known Psikaris to be rude before. By
now, they were standing outside her room.
"If you feel that strongly about it, I'll let you alone."
"I...
I didn't mean you, Alluro," Psikaris stammered, looking... frightened?
"Then
what?.."
::Don't
tell him!::
"Great
Yerith, I need to talk to someone..."
::I
forbid it!::
"You're
already killing me, don't try to control me, too."
"Psikaris,
who are you talking to?"
::On
second thought, fine. Tell him.::
Psikaris
narrowed her eyes. Why would it have
changed its mind so quickly? It
probably figures that it has me anyway, she thought, and I can't harm it
or ruin it's plans by talking.
Psikaris opened the door and stepped into her room.
"What's
wrong?"
She
shook her head as if to clear it, and shut the door. "I need to talk. I
need help. I... I don't know what to
do. Alluro, please hold me." He looked a bit surprised at the request,
but complied. Psikaris gratefully
leaned against him.
::Enjoy
it while it lasts, Psikaris.::
She
caught herself before she answered out loud, instead just thought, shut up.
::He's
going to want answers, you know. You'd
like to collect your thoughts, but you can't.:: Psikaris ignored it. ::But
you're going to have to let go eventually.
And then you'll talk, and then he'll leave. And in your self-imposed exile, you'll never see him again, let
alone hold him. I don't blame you for
savouring the moment.::
Get
out of my head you perverted... whatever you are.
::Oh,
hush. You want him and you know
it. If you let me, I can make him love
you. Care for a demonstration? It's free.::
No. Don't you dare do anything to h... Psikaris' thoughts and protest was cut off
when Alluro kissed her. And although
she knew she should just push him away, for both their sakes, she found herself
returning it with equal intensity.
After
a moment he pulled away to look down at her with a wondering, half-dreamy
smile. "'Karis?.."
::See
how easy it is? He's putty in your
hands. If you let me, you'll never have
to let him go...::
Mine,
Psikaris thought happily, cuddling against him. All mine. Mine to love
and hold and cherish and... NO!
She shoved him away and reached for the door. "Please, Alluro, just leave now and don't ask
questions. Go!" With that, she pushed him out the door,
locked it, then sank to the floor, tucking her knees to her chest. She glared through tears at the drawer that
held the Keystone. "Why did you do
that?"
::I
want you happy.::
"You
want me distracted. I'll kill you yet,
monster."
::I
doubt that.::
"What
if I shatter the crystal?"
::It
did shatter, when Tygra knocked it out of Alluro's hand. I allowed it to shatter.::
"Why?"
::Enough
questions.::
Psikaris
pulled herself to her feet and staggered over to her desk. Yanking open the drawer she snarled,
"You're using me! I have a right
to know what for. What are you?"
::I
am the Keystone.::
"No,
no, that's not right. That doesn't feel
right." She picked up the crystal
and glared at it. "This link, it
can work both ways. You're... something
else. Something in the
Keystone." Setting it down again
she said, "Knave can see Amok's memories.
Maybe he can see through the link."
::You
know Knave. He'll take me and use
me. He would appreciate my power.::
"But
you don't want him." Psikaris
stopped halfway to the door and looked back at the Keystone. "There's something about me, something
you need..."
::Stop
thinking!::
Green
light surged through her, taking away her fatigue and rejuvenating her. Psikaris took off the bandage and was not
surprised to see the burns on her arm had healed.
::You
see what I can do for you. You feel my
power. Let me help you.::
It
was true. She felt good, alive. Not quite as good as when she was cuddled up
to Alluro, but she could get him back so easily.
All
she had to do was let the Keystone help her.
Psikaris
bit back a scream as she deliberately scraped her arm along the corner of her
metal desk. Purple blood welled from
the deep gash. She gathered up the
bandages and pressed them against her wound.
::Stop
doing that!::
"Two-way
link, creature. You feel my pain and it
distracts you, weakens your hold on me.
You can't use my strength unless I let you, so to heal me, you have to
use your own." She gave the
crystal a feral grin. "I may be
weakened, but you're not doing so well yourself. Now, what is it you need from me? What couldn't you get from Tygra and Alluro?"
There
was only sullen silence from the crystal.
"What do we have in common?
Tygra is what? An architect. Luna says he designs stuff for the cats and
Panthro builds it. Alluro is a
scientist, specializing in chemistry and physics. I'm an engineer, a rocket scientist. High intelligence and creativity seem to be important. Am I right?"
Silence.
"Tygra
said that with the Keystone, he felt confident. So he's usually a shy type.
Alluro comes across as having an ego the size of the First Moon, but I
read the report on the Egora Talisman.
Why would he need an artifact to increase his self-confidence if he's as
self-confident as he seems? And me...
hmm, my self-esteem is pretty good.
Maybe that's why I can resist you."
Silence.
"But
there's something else, isn't there?
Something I'm missing. Tygra
said it gave him power. I know Alluro
would like to be more powerful. But I
don't give a damn about power. And
that's why I can resist you as much as I do.
All you have to offer is power and I don't want it."
::I
can give you Alluro.::
Psikaris
laughed shortly at that. "You can
make him love me, but what good is that?
You don't understand love. I
want him to love me of his own free will or not at all."
::He
cares for you.::
"Of
course he does. He's my friend. I can get the same caring from Knave, or
Tug-Mug, or even Amok." She walked
back to her desk and looked down on the Keystone. "But you haven't yet said why you need me."
::Figure
it out yourself.::
"You
wanted me specifically. Tygra
apparently wasn't enough. That's why
you let Alluro take you. Maybe he would
have been enough. You must have learned
of me from Alluro's mind. He wanted
your power; he would never just give you up.
So you shattered but kept your hold on Alluro, guessing that I would
come looking for you."
Silence.
"And
you need me to use you. You've become
more and more desperate. If I don't use
you, you can't drain me. Even though I
can't eat or sleep, I don't ask you to sustain me. You do that yourself. You
don't want me to die like that. There
is no time limit on my life."
::Do
you want to live like this? Forever?::
"Of
course not. I intend to beat you. You can't let me die. You need to drain me. You need me to use you. Why?"
Silence.
Psikaris
dug her claws into the back of her right arm, digging four short gashes. Teeth gritted against the pain she hissed,
"Why?"
::You
have cama. Now stop doing
that!::
"Cama?" She dug her nails in a little deeper.
::There
is no translation. You feel
deeply. You have hope. You believe strongly. You have desire. I need desire.::
"Did
you whisper to Alluro that you could give him Chilla?"
::Yes. Now stop that.::
She
took her claws out of her arm. The
creature seemed docile enough now.
"But he doesn't feel as strongly for Chilla as I do for him. And as far as I know, Tygra has no interest
in anyone. You could feed off their
strength, but it couldn't get you what you want. Why do you need desire?"
::I
will take your cama and add it to my own. Where I am, belief is the true magic. Through your desire, I will escape my prison.::
"You
aren't the Keystone. You're... behind
it."
::They
named it 'Keystone' for a reason. It is
a key, the key to my prison. Set me
free. Your cama is strong enough
that I need not drain you to death.::
"It's
too late to try a sympathy plea."
One claw slashed a line up her arm.
Psikaris winced, but smiled again.
"Pain distracts you. When
you hurt I see what you for what you are, monster. And I will continue to hurt myself, continue to exhaust you until
you die."
::You
could die.::
"I'll
take that chance. I'd rather die than
let a creature such as you escape."
::I
can give you your heart's desire.::
"You
tried that. You failed."
::So
narrowly you think, Psikaris. I only offered
Alluro, when what you truly want is to be loved. I am learning. I cannot
force another to love.::
"Get
to the point."
::I
could love you.::
"You're
a monster working a sympathy plea."
::I've
lost track of how long I've been here.
Hundreds, perhaps thousands of years.
Years of exile have turned this monster into a lonely, lost soul. My name is Maroth. We need one another, Psikaris.
Set me free and I will love you.::
"Why
don't I believe you?" She relit
her candle.
::We
got off to a bad start, Psikaris. I was
desperate; that's why I lashed out at Tygra and Alluro. Please help me.::
Psikaris
held her right arm with all its gashes over the candle. It was a tiny flame, but she was half ice
Lunatac. It hurt more than enough.
::I
hate to see you in pain. I want to
help.::
"You
hate... to be... in pain. I can
take it... Can you?"
::Please,
Psikaris...::
"Which...
one of us... will break... first?"
Without
warning, Maroth's green energy surged through Psikaris, startling her away from
the flame and healing her wounds. When
his voice returned, it was much weaker.
::Psikaris, please. I want to
understand. I want to love.::
In
answer, she thrust her hand back into the flame. "Pretty words... but words... alone."
Maroth
screamed inside her mind, and was quiet.
Numbly,
Psikaris pulled away from the candle and blew it out. Quiet.
Except
for the pounding on the door.
As
if in a dream, she stumbled to the door and opened it. "Knave? What?.."
She
staggered slightly and he caught her shoulders. "Are you okay? My
sixth sense shot off the scale for a second there..."
"Do
you sense anything else? Is he still
alive?" The demand in Psikaris'
voice caught Knave off guard. She
twisted away from the ice cheetah, snatched up the Keystone, and waved it under
his nose. "Are you sensing
anything from this?"
"N-no,"
he said, still stunned. "What is
that thi... Moons of Plundarr, what did you do to your arm?"
But
Psikaris ignored the question. She
tucked the now-inert Keystone into her vest pocket. "He's dead, then," she laughed, catching up Knave's
hands and sort of dancing around him.
"He's dead; I've won!"
Now in the hall, she pulled back, then seemed to notice her arm for the
first time. "Great Yerith, I
should get this treated." She
practically skipped away.
Psychro
caught up to Knave a few seconds later.
"Where is she?"
Still
confused, Knave only pointed down the hall.
"Thataway."
* * *
"Let
me help with that."
Psikaris
looked up at her twin.
"Thanks. It's kind of hard
to put the bandages on myself."
"You're
not going to act weird or yell at me, right?"
"No. I'm fine now. Really. Is there anything
left from lunch?"
Psychro
smiled. "Unless Tug-Mug wanted a
snack there should be."
"Feed
me and I'll try to explain my behaviour.
And drag Alluro along. He'll
probably want to know this."
* * *
"It's
inert?" Alluro had gingerly picked
up the Keystone, remembering what had happened to him four days ago.
"I
don't know," Psikaris said. She
had finished a late lunch and now had Psychro and Alluro as an audience. "But the thing it was key to is
dead."
"What
is it, anyway?" Psychro felt he
was a bit behind on news, which annoyed him.
"This
crystal," said Psikaris, "Is called the Keystone. It is - well, was - a source of energy and
power. Tygra had found it in the
Crystal Canyon last week..."
"And
then I took it from him," said Alluro, setting it down on the table. He shuddered. "But it was shattered.
How is it here?"